PinnedChronic Pain Offers No Redemption ArcThere is just me, collapsing against the other side of my front door, overcome with grief and pride in equal measure.Oct 8, 2022Oct 8, 2022
PinnedCompassion for the (Monstrous) MotherThat might just be what finally breaks me, for good; if my mother were to look at herself and see me staring back.Apr 19, 2022Apr 19, 2022
it JUST dawned on me that I can still post things on my medium account even though I also have a…May 25May 25
If the World is Imploding In On Itself Do I Still Have to Go to Work on Monday?The truth is that I am utterly, thoroughly exhausted with myself. Everything I am is used up and burnt out. I am existentially embarrassed…Jan 29, 2022Jan 29, 2022
The Glass Garden, I.an excerpt from the book i’ll write about my mother somedayJun 5, 2021Jun 5, 2021
Grief Is Not Rational…but what if I’m right? What if my family really is cursed because of me?Apr 11, 2021Apr 11, 2021
Grief is Not LinearCognitive Dissonance: When a person holds two or more contradictory beliefs at the same time.Mar 4, 2021Mar 4, 2021
Eating Snowflakes with Plastic ForksI am shifting my weight, I am standing in front of a door — who knows if it’s the one I want — left then right then left and right again.Feb 2, 2021Feb 2, 2021
